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SHYJIVEISM  SEaQUAL DIVE-IN 
Silence of the Dolphin IN DEPTH ECHOS 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 |
Thought control- a dark side of social influence. I am not sure what is it now ... what am I saying here? I should be sleeping. :( [assignment(s)] Till then.
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 2:42 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
Well, ending of 2006 was wonderfool. There was nothing else that matters except something that I wish I would not have to mention. I dealt the cards. Perhaps, not good. Then, came new year. It was beautifool, too. Nice beginning for 2007. It's in the cards I thought. What it meant or to be was something that I did not look out for. Going through the days were easy as it seems. I felt whole everytime. Not knowing what was in the cards. Three quarter of the year passed. Downfall began. Something that you could imagine but, believe me, you would not want to go through the pain :) For it is not too late to advise, one should play the cards well. The last quarter was somehow bad but expected. But I begin to feel blessed of fate and coincidence. Let's talk about this later? :) Simply say, love me or fool me. Good day...
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:46 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
Question: Does It Feel Right? If I don't make it, someone else will stand my ground. I dare you to move.
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 12:09 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
Not a single entry in September. So b-t-w, Sept 01: Happy Teachers' Day + Happy Holidays! Sept 02: Ep$on dear lost it$ life and ended it$ $ervice$. There you go... Welcome HP! Sept 03: Happy Birthday, to sis. Sept 11: Happy Birthday, to ME + first week of term 4, sigh. Sept 19: Happy Birthday, to Dearest Haseena. Sept 20: Pay Day ++ Sept 24: Ramadhan Almubarak. ... and September come and go. "Wake me up, when September ends..." Next, come October, Happy Children's Day, Dearies. Passing each week with different kind of feelings. Alhamdulillah, I am doing good for now. More other things coming up. I have been counting down to the end term. Everything is so routine. No one with a brain is believing. Deferment period is coming to an end. I do not know what to do next. People said, it is scary for not knowing of what to do next or having no idea of what comes next as we might be unprepared. I used to agree on that. For my situation, I live day by day. Haha, in fact we all do. It is just that, at the moment I do not have the confident to put those plans into action. Looking at where I am now, putting it in a nice way, I know those plans are not meant for me. But Bro said, if we failed to plan, we planned to fail. They were ideal at that point of time but I have gotta be real. I am neither here nor there. So where was I? In a too-shy-to-ask-too-proud-to-lose situation, I could have never been worst. It's so sad you lost the meaning but you never knew it, anyways. So what's the point? :( Human nature is so predictable. I never could understand. I gotta spend the day with the little ones. I am sure I am missing you like never before. But why? Do give me a map, if you think I am lost ... ... ... ... . ~Simply me, shine-and-rise-in-October.~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:25 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
Hello world, did I miss anything? I hope all is well out there in everyone's live. :) U know, I am at one of my most interesting point in life but I am not driven to write about it every so often. This is what I will say as, personal? Only Allah knows. Last entry was in the mid July, when after that I was tightdown with some datelines, assignments and exams. Read again. Its plural ;) [Amat menguji kesabaran] I would not be filling in with all the details but this is only a'what's-going-on' entry. All about come and gone. ~EDITTED~ .Been hearing things that I dont really want to listen. I believe Allah will guide me. I know she is going to say about it again but I have my own sets of view. We make mistakes and they are inevitable. Shall we just see and look out for our own flaws only? .Do not see what you do not have to see, to avoid the misery of sight. But, maybe it was just the test of sight. Hehe. I am in a situation where by a lot of patient is needed. .They said, Language is very important. It can heal and also hurt others. Someday, will you know? :( Laa Tahzan. .To handle yourself, use your head. To handle others, use your heart. "... aku tak mengerti apa yg ku rasa...." .Just recently, I told myself, things are meant to be that way or maybe the other. I know truth hurts alot as what I am going through now. I must not regret by asking the not-supposedly-asked-questions but eventually I did. When I told myself not to but ops! I did it again. Not defying myself but I can't help it. Normally, I won't go against my words but... I cannot explain. It would not do me any good. It is just a waste of time or maybe not. What is it to you? What is on our mind? But I have one thing to focus on. I hope I would not be leaving soon or who knows, maybe not at all. Many things to catch up with. Once decided, I will go. It will depends on the situation. May be a year, 2 years or maybe more :( .Between Wales and Griffith, I am flipping over Sans Francisco :p Maybe this will just remain as a dream. I need a life support :( This is my other parts of mind. Go figure. There is more but this is what I manage to fill the gaps now. Dearies and me meeting the birds at Jurong Bird Park later... I need my sleep. and thank you for dropping by... I mean, here or in my life! Excruciating heart-pangs. I'll be strong ~simply me, be fuddling over some issues~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 12:58 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
Counting down the days to the next semester break. We have to go through a day called tomorrow and tomorrow is from the world of the unseen. There might be some expectations but we could not simply put too much hope in it. Let it be high, big or fat. Everyone knows that. Awrite, can't do this for now. Gotta organize the hours of the day. Hmm this feels really good :p Before I end, to Fad, another year has come and gone. On your Birthday, I wish you much pleasure and joy. Hope all of your wishes come true. May each hour and minute be filled with delight. Happy Birthday! :) ~simply me, will you come as you are?~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:09 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
You know, they said life is about taking chances... You have fear? Sorry, you will be left behind. How true can that be? Pernah dengar tak... manusia hanya boleh merancang, yang akan tentukan segalanya adalah tuhan. Tapi macam mana pula kalau yang tak dirancang pun tiba-tiba saja terjadi? Tak ada persediaan, mampu ke nak hadapi tu semua? Walaubagaimanapun, sesuatu pasti akan terjadi. Baik atau buruk, sendiri tentukan dengan akal... Selebihnya, barulah urusan Allah. I do not have that fear, but limitations. I cannot overcome it. ~simply me, helpless~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 8:07 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
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