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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Monday, November 29, 2004

Faltering. Why?

The first and greatest commandment is, Don't let them scare you. -Elmer Davis

~finished 'reading' the Gym Flashcards. Very precised. Should recommend to others. =)

~a day at L.V with the Mainlanders -*sigh*

~just watched the past ep. of sg idol! Reviewing back the idol's performances... like Jeassea's Love Will Lead You Back by Taylor Dayne. A fantastic performance. And get to see Sly's When I Look Into Your Eyes by Firehouse. U guys can watch it too. Log on to Singapore Idol Official Site now and don't forget to register before you can watch the video clips. -Cool!

~*to Shima, hope everythg will flow after so much hardship btwn U & Salleh. After hearing your prob, i'm having some kind of fear to be in a relationship... *uhh*

~simply me, lost~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:38 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

?.?.?

Today...

-Went to Jimah's house with my family. Receive the bangles from our "sis Faridah".
*Thanks Jimah/Faridah*
-Picts to Sentosa with Dearies uploaded.
-Lower part of my body i.e the legs, are ACHING!!!
-Something is missing in me.

Again. Let it be left unsaid. Good Night.

~simply me, dazed~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:05 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


Snow White & 7 Dwarves -Sentosa Fieldtrip

//Smiling Sarah

The last fieldtrip to Sentosa. Sat next to 'Smiling Sarah' in the bus. She brought photographs when she was a baby.Shared lots of stories with me in the bus. She showed me the picture of her father and said "My daddy is a nice man." Posted by Hello

//Us -waiting!

While waiting for our turn to go in the underwater, we waited outside the touch pool. Look at my deary shawn [my left]... -the teacher's pet! Posted by Hello

// No, we are not showin' our teeth !!!

Smile, with no teeth shown! Hahaha Posted by Hello

//Hey, what's the noise in here?

"Hhmmm so noisy in here" -Sarah Posted by Hello

//Oops...here is the Snow White...

 Posted by Hello

//together with the 7 Dwarves, going down the beach

 Posted by Hello

//We want food!
Dearies rubbing their tummy...

 Posted by Hello

//Hurry...!!!

"Teacher...so hot!!" Alright.. one more shot then we'll go and wash our hands. Shawn and Sarah -enjoying themselves together :) Posted by Hello

// Then snowy-teacher saw...

her fave restaurant, Delifrance! Urgh... Hang on in there Shyda..it's fasting month!  Posted by Hello

//Smile...

On a closer look.... Shawn Tanary Posted by Hello

Sarah Hesham Posted by Hello

Quek Javier Posted by Hello

From left, Javier, Zi Wen & Wi En... I showed Javier this pic and here's what he said: "Teacher that time I just want to wipe my sweat why you to take picture"? Hahaha Sorry...Ok next time i'll wait after u r done.  Posted by Hello

//Come join us...

Enjoying Our Food.... Posted by Hello

 Posted by Hello

 Posted by Hello

//At the beach...

Hahaha... Posted by Hello

//While waiting for the bus

posing with the machine... Posted by Hello


Charlie's Angel! Posted by Hello


Ineza from K2 [ Peach 1]and Sarah... :) Posted by Hello

//Before we got on the bus
one last pose from Shawn & Sarah

The best of friends: Sarah and Shawn, always caught on cam together! Posted by Hello

//Back in school...

Just came back. All worn out but still smiling :) Posted by Hello

Me and Ain in room 5- tired. Time to go home. Off to meet Jimah at Arab Street -last minute shopping for Hari Raya... Posted by Hello



Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 8:15 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Work roll in...

Eventually, I got the space and time of my own.

I received call from Pat! I'll be covering for her again at Learning Vision for about a week!Alhamdulillah, extra income before year end bonus and ERS takes in place! Few plannings to do here, firstly budget & financial planning and holiday planning so that I can make full use of this hols.
***Thank You, Pat!***

Went to my cuzy's hse to fetch some decorated boxes for brudder's wedding gift for the girl's side. Boxes courtesy of Kak Noor. The previous colour theme was pink, silver and white and I got the feeling that bro would want a different col, again that will depend if he's gonna give it a budget or not.
***Thank You, Kak Noor***

Have to arrange things and stuff by now. The Day is coming nearer and more work is rolling in...The most important thing I need now is, the printer. I can't print my stuff and hard to get things done and the scanner too!!! Argh pending school work for now. Help!, anyone?

It's pouring rain and my eyes are heavy, simply can't wait to enjoy my sleep soon, under the thick blanket where I shall be in few minutes time... good night. Btw, I'm hungry...

~the-slaving-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:46 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


Sing your way home.

WHEN I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES

I see forever when I look in your eyes
You're all I ever wanted, I always want you to be mine
Let's make a promise till the end of time
We'll always be together, and our love will never die

So here we are face to face and heart to heart
I want you to know we will never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
'Cause I see my whole world, I see only you

When I look into your eyes
I can see how much I love you,
and it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you, we will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling, there's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything, when I look at you...

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I've changed my Jukebox song -again. The song which Sly sang during the Top 30 show when he actually SMILE while singing :D I like this song. Very-the-popular during my-textbooks-days. Group like Firehouse, Bon Jovi, Mr Big, Def Leopard, Metallica and many more...*sigh* those were the days when I used to go 'crazy' for all this thingy.

~simply-me & reminiscence~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:19 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

again...

the previous post was harsh. i've just decided. i feel bad but i still feel the same angst as when i wrote it. now, i'm not so much mad as i am disappointed. need to cool off or something. oh well. time will take these feelings from me soon enough.

lot more of important stuff awaits me. i'm coming up soon.

btw, i'm home alone, hungry & sick -bad enuff. Ate my med and kinda weak. how many times i've to fall sick..., uh g'nite.

~the-feverish & sickly-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:27 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


she's....

breakdown of shyjive's week...

monday: meeting and packing up
tuesday: planning / unpacking
wednesday: planning / preparation
thursday: reserve for unfinish work
friday: uuhhhh uhm...
saturday: course
sunday: err...

it's all about how busy I am lately but only at school. By the time I reached home, I'm worned out. uh...busy & tired 24/7. Whoa, gotta do something. I'm missing out on the other 77% of life.
Well if it comes with understanding from them it is alright with me but uhhh. Their ignorance is bringing me down as well. i'd respect their opinion more if they actually did something themselves to show that they've done their research on matters like what i'm going through, buuuut they didn't. so you wouldn't know what the best choice is for me, other than the silly little conclusions you've formulated in your head based on experiences you've gone through growing up in the sixties and seventies. sorry to bring it into the light but you don't always know what's best. not in this arena at least. you don't know what i enjoy doing, you don't know how this field of work is, you don't know what the industry is like. Silence does'nt mean submitting. i take your advice as it comes and it's important to me, but ultimately it is my choice. all i ask is for a little support. if i can't get it from you peeps, i will get it from somewhere else.
okay? On a lighter note, speaking for yrself, think before u let out a single word. uh she's angry...

~the-pieces-of-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:07 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Monday, November 22, 2004

So distracted...

Back here again...

Did'nt I tell U that I actually cried on the last day of school? Should be enjoying as it means no school till next year. Funny how life works. Tears rolling non-stop, hugging each other and the well wishing part really moved me! Urgh... I need to put a stop.

Term break again. I have to go to school for three more days and that is it! Packing up was very laborious. My body aching -i need a hot bath and a massage. I should have done more muscle stretch. Felt feverish now.

Wonderful weekend of inspirations...

Enjoy myself very much in Mike's class. Hehe! Felt calm and benefited from what he shared with us.Came across his page at NIE's website. His achievements boost me up to do some "upgrading"! Hehe. On a serious note, I'm planning to do 'something' next year... if nothing comes up, I'll be able to do it with God's will.

Last night was Naz grad photoshoot. Went to Serangoon Broadway with her family. The moment I saw her with the gown, I was gleaming with happiness -MasyAllah. And got more inspired by her. Truly admire yr achievements and I wonder if I could ever be like u? Hehe i'll stop dreaming...
***To Naz, thk u so much for the invitation. Thank you... :) That will be one of the precious moments in my life, hugs!*** and *** To Kak Leha, Thanks so much for the tummy filling session at yr home! Hehe...*** I'll post the pics once ready.

frustrated yet amused...

i don't know what happened but over the last few days, things have not been the same. i'm soOo busy and all therefore those flaming-bundle of stress driving me nuts! i really am tired of putting up with this s**t.
For once, just once, i'd like to take priority to have quality time to suffice with my drudgery. But with this situation coming up like this, it driving me mad now. I just can't see the freaking point why the matter had to be discuss in length as other sensible measures could be taken without having to think hard. I trashed out the said issues to my humans, so i think i'm fine. Not worth to get work up

"What's the freaking point?"

The point is, ladies & gentlemen, is that, this is a test of sorts, to see how maturely and patiently we can deal with such an awkward situation. -SIMPLE
haha...

I'm more tired and preoccupied than anything else. My mind is too peevish to think linear. It's time to sleep. Must also think of something to look forward to...
haaiiyah...

~simply me, when the going gets tough~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:33 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

I...

This was inspired while blog hopping...

I had fun doing the list & will be adding more. I highly recommend doing the list for you people out there, makes you realise things you never knew about yourself. :)

I wish I can express myself more clearly (I've problems finding suitable words.)
I like blue and white.
I am pursuing my passion in children's phycology. Haha!
I am fascinated with the Arabic language.
I prefer potato chips to chocolates.
I like to watch people.
I want all judgmental issues to be justified equally and fairly
I detest creepy crawlies.
I sleep with 3 pillows and a blanket.
I like attending wedding dinners.
I like to read, write and blog.
I have double eyelids.
I keep receipts.
I enjoy teaching!
I prefer b'guette to ciabatta bread.
I have sensitive nose & stomach.
I read newspaper everyday.
I like spicy food.
I don't comb my hair after showers.
I haven't been singing the National Anthem for a long time.
I get angry when people go back on their words.
I can fold my arms behind my back.
I jog only once a week.
I rationalise alot but only with children not adults, mind you.
I am trying to be optimistic.
I like meeting new people.
I can eat meals alone in public.
I try not to express negative thoughts about others. Try.
I keep my personal problems to myself.
I enjoy going to the library.
I want to explore more, let it be knowledge or might be the world. Dream on.
I like surprises.
I cry watching sad and touching movies. Some things just won't change.
I smile to myself when I think of happy thoughts.
I like receiving little gifts now and then.
I always stand on the left side of escalators.
I walk up every step(of stairs) but usually merge the last two.
I like Adidas.
I like the smell of... my pillow!
I do my Quiet Time daily.
I don't like preparing for exams.
I feel good after drinking coke if i'm stress.
I wish I'm in a band.
I am hopeless in Science generally, studies also.
I hate filling up forms.
I like helping people.
I say prayers before I go to bed.
I like window seats.
I chew on all sweets, hard or soft.
I don't like to watch VCD.
I wish I was taller sometimes.
I actually enjoy wearing heels. (surprise surprise!)
I like walking in the rain under an umbrella.
I love it when people return a smile.


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 3:20 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


Sylvestor!


Between olin and sly, why the latter? Simply because he got the "market look" in the music industry and seems to be more experience in singing rather than Olinda! Rite?


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:54 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, November 19, 2004

Last week of school

15th Nov 04

Went out for visiting quite early! Came back only in the evening and was updating my blog when the PC really ended it's life... duh! That was why I could'nt update and surf the web. Now, Alhamdulillah... a kind soul already bought the new motherboard and fixed everythg back to norm. Thanx to the PC doc -YUSWHIZZ or YUSMASTER [watever!]. Bill settle only when payday comes. -Harap maklum-

16th Nov 04

Report to work only in the afternoon... I'm in the 'RAYA' mood and was a lil' down coz it'll be the last week to be with dearies. We've gone tru a lot, the amazing & worst moment together. No doubt i'll be seeing them again but i'm not taking them for K2. I'll have a new set of dearies for K1 next year... *sigh* I don't want to cry during the farewell party, like i always do! *sobsss* This year is very remarkable for me... I can still remember vividly how they took a long time to settle down, a class that chged teacher frequently, a class with all the N.R, ect ect ect... lots of negative comment about the class yet we pull through. Now then others realised that there are lots of unpolished diamonds that suddenly become so precious. *shrug*

17th Nov 04
Same ol' routine...
I was struggling but having sweet time with dearies finishing up whatever we've planned to do together. We played the last game - Shark Attack, The last art - Free Drawing, The last music lesson - Auld Lang Syne, practise for farewell party and we sang our favourite song - Imagination! And we did alphabets for the very last time together. *SOBS*

Reached home, everybody was dressing up. I was totally worn out and was left home alone.

18th Nov 04

The last lesson...
Reached work quite early. As usual, sign in, look at the board and the msg was:

Dear All,
Enjoy your last lesson with your children.

*soooobbbbbssss*

The emotional moments...
1.00-1.10: receive my children, settle down, greet da teachers and tune them into the positive environment. I look into their eyes and they look at me. Nothing could be heard, just silence. They looked puzzled!

1.10-2.00: Mother Tongue
The children were doing bookmarks for the malay activities. Here an incident which I find its hard to forget...It happened during we were doing activities in M.L class. The theme was Binatang Peliharaan - PETS. So they had to make a puppet of a cat and name it. Yazid aka "abang ajid"[thats what he call himself] came to us [kak fizah & me] to show his pet. And,
Cikgu: Apa nama kucing awak ini?
Yazid: Uhmm.... [shrug & still thinking]
Cikgu: Tak tahu? Tidak mengapa, awak cuba fikir dulu...Dah?
Yazid: Dah
Cikgu: Apa nama dia?
Yazid: Muhamad Kucing...

lepak seh ketawa...

2.00-2.30: Art and Craft
Free drawing. Some drew picture of our school, teachers, friends, what they want to be when they grow up and few did what they saw at Sentosa. While some of them completed the mini zoo we drew on the mahjong paper. It was a group work done by teacher and student. Took us almost a week to finish it up. I asked them what should we name the zoo... So they came up with "Miss Aidah & Mango 2 Zoo" hmmm can lah...

2.30-3.00: Music and movement
Last game together -SHARK ATTACK! ,taught them the last song AULD LANG SYNE... and sing our favourite song -IMAGINATION. And of course the last "hugging time" by Shawn and friends.

3.00-3.30: Refreshment
Spent our time eating and talking... We were talking abt our first day of school, settle the last problem with their friends...and laughing away...

3.30-4.40: Lessons
Did the last bit of revision.

4.40-5.00:
Took attendance at the very last moment and for the last time. When I called their names they are supposed to say 'yes teacher!' but when I called Sarah's name she replied with 'Yes Baby'...I was like.... ooouuuh speechless! Lagi sebak seh... I gave her big big hug... Followed by the last goodbye song and that is it. Parents well wishers and thanking the teachers non-stop makes me more urghhhh sad!

Will continue tomorow night...sleepy now. Having course tmrw morning and gotta wake up early!

~simply me, bidding farewell~



Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:46 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

||Selamat Hari Raya || Eid Mubarak||

deadly beat. This year's Syawal,

// My brudder's last year celebrating Eid with us during his singlehood. He's getting married next mth! *smile to fade*

// Was very vex. Especially during visiting. Yesterday we were in the madness of rushing and eventually managed to visit the "VIPs" err I mean the elders, 7 houses in all, mainly in the west to visit and invite -Well for good reasons. Pros and cons to have walimah during the month of Eid. *shrug*

// What's with Deeparaya? For the first time, I did'nt wear my kebaya or baju kurung -the malay traditional costume!

// And I got remarks like,
-"Wah lepas abang nnt adik pulak yg kawin ni" [amiin, insyallah]
-"Adik dia ni bila pulak???" [ntahlah...]
-"Adik dia dah 'ada'?" [ishk...]
ect...ect...ect... *urgh* tidakkan lari gunung dikejar, jodoh/pertemuan & ajal/maut ditangan tuhan... -no comment-

will post some of the sentosa pics later. gotta go for now.

~simply me, boring~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:26 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

30th Ramadhan

the sentosa trip...

Had a fun time with dearies. my last trip with them :(
took lotsa pics and those 'crazy moments' with ain hugging the coconut tree...hahaha not forgetting the charlie's angel pose- unforgetable moments at the vending machine!
---
Met Jimah at Arab St. Got ourselves some new stuff for the upcoming Eid. had a nice time talking at the 'staircase'... new place for chillin out during Ramadhan jer...
hehehe. Manage to grab 2 pink tops! Jimah got herself a lighter pink and mine darker pink.Bought for mum & sis a tudung each and a table runner. Got for mum a slip on too.

===
Today...

Last day of Ramadhan and it was'nt a good start for the day.

Really put off early in the morning. I was in the state of confusion and crossed after what had happened earlier.
Mrs Ng called me when I was on my way. The best part -the train was in the tunnel! I could hardly hear her voice but action-dengar-jer!!!
Worst of all, I lost my way to Townsville though Faizal already gave me the directions- duh! *sigh* Lucky Mr Cabby save the day. When I entered the room, I was taken aback by the reaction of a teeny-weeny-skeeny man but with loud voice -Dr Tan! My first impression of him," Ouuuhh! He's hyper-active" haha ok on the serious note, he successfully not-making-me-fall-asleep during his lect. *Bravo*
The first module is abt children's physical growth. Interesting, especially with the two lively lecturers, Dr Steven Tan & Dr Michael Koh. The activities keep us awake :D *smiles*
In the class there's only 3 malays. I'm the only one with tudung :)Though we were in the 'raya' mood, we still give our full concentration. We learn some new facts and information which we find them useful and beneficial. Will share in the blog when course completed -wait long long ok.

I'm touched...
Jimah asked me along for her graduation photoshot!!! Ameen could'nt make it. It would be nice if she's there, I mean as a whole family -who would'nt want, rite? But can't be help cos she'll be working on that day. So here i am!!! ;D
*to jimah, thank you so much. Really appreciate it & I'm touch...and contented* emosi terganggu japz...hahha

Aights...gotta go now. Heard voice from the kitchen... Mum's callin!

~simply-me & hari-raya~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:41 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, November 12, 2004

29th Ramadhan

morning...

Again...almost 2am, still not sleeping though m feeling tired... mum busy in the kitchen -baking, and i'm still with my room, cleaning endlessly. Almost done. Continuing again tomorrow... Took me ages to do the clearing up. *Sigh*

going to sentosa for the fieldtrip later with the kids!heheh getting excited like them also, since last night. We talked abt it in the classroom since Wednesday in fact. I guess that is why I could'nt get myself to sleep. I've been to Sentosa many times since last year... short re-cap: 1] with brudder,kaklinda & haz 2] yan's b'day
3] with my fam again 4] reunion bbq 5] with the "Divas", "Hunky Junky" "Fairing Angels" haha memorable & kecoh-rable!!! 6] tomorrow with my colleagues and dearies wheew... *haiz*

Will be going home earlier tomorrow -Yeyyy! Planned to break fast at Geylang after the trip. Still not fix. Eh...wait, m still not done with my cookies...whoa.... masyallah...we'll see how lah...

ouh...gotta call msc for enquiries -totally forgotten! maybe book the tix as well.
and must call uncle abbas abt the car. argh forgotten abt this also. urghhh... nasib baik ingat!!!

~simply-me, handful~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:58 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

28th Ramadhan

if i may be serious for a moment...let's hope

The semester is ending soon. Same goes for the year of 2004. Flashes of memories flickering whenever I close my eyes...not cool at all -I can't sleep. So, I decided to blog though i've lost of words. But Alhamdulillah, I'm surviving well enuff.
To deal with it was more or less like rambling in an empty space, pointlessly ...euww

All along for many years, I knew... I realised... i'm aware that i've slacked but I learnt something, one of which, whatever or whoever comes in yr life, should be treasure, or else it'll be gone- with no hope of ever getting it back.
Sad but true, i'm going to that toughts again. Hahaha...

Shouldnt have smile when at the same time tears are rolling down...

I was thinking...just thinking...

*to Kelly, I'm a simple human not complex -the simply shaidah. Its easy to find me, if u knew me*

~simply-full-of-thoughts-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 2:23 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

26th & 27th Ramadhan

somebody pls take me back to once upon a time. anyone...?
27th Ramadhan

//watching the solat terawih at Mekkah at t.v 1... *sobs*

//2 more weeks and I'll meet the term 4 hols again...Can't hardly wait. But of course for now, tonnes of work to be completed. In need of space of my own but I can't afford...

//To all my Hindu friends, Happy Deepavali! Yey....besok tak sekolah! Chg bedsheet, curtains, clean the fans and all...

//Friday -going fieldtrip with Dearies but only 8 of us. MUST bring the digicam!!! Home early, can continue with the clearing up and room makeover!

//Saturday -eve of Hari Raya, course starts. Plan to go Geylang with Ain, Shahidah and all after that. Hmm but no guys...so insecure to be in the crowd with only girls. Must ask Abg's mercy to be bodyguard...then can bring Jimah, Kak Linda and my adik also!!! heheh... yeah yeah dream on...

~simply me, planning & dreaming~

26th Ramadhan
A bundle of joy for Mum...

//Received a casserole from Dearie Shawn. Gosh... I've always wanted to buy it for mum but today someone gave it to me! She's pleased with it.
The Management gave the Muslim & Indian teachers 2 containers from Tupperware. Again, I hand it over to mum who will make full use of it.
And my colleagues gave 2 pcs of glass crystal from SOGA. Yeah, my mum must be smiling like anything now...

A peace-of-mind smiley for Shima...
//Alhamdulillah... Glad to know that u already "clear-up the mess" with Salleh.

~the-smuggy-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:36 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Monday, November 08, 2004

25th Ramadhan

hebatnya ALLAH...

Allah menguji sejauh mana keyakinan diri terhadapNya...Allah tidak pernah silap sama sekali. Apa yang berlaku, mungkin ia disengajakan agar hingga saat saat terakhir aku tetap terus mengharap kepadaNya...

Allah tunjukkan kepayahan di hadapan mata untuk menambahkan kekuatan dan ketabahan...

Rasul saw melarang penggunaan perkataan KALAU, agar yakin kepada Allah...yakin bhw Allah penentu segala yang dirancangNya semenjak loh mahfuz lagi...

Kerana KALAU itu perkataan ahli2 neraka, perkataan yg diajar oleh syaitan utk mengalihkan pandangan manusia dari Allah -aku redha...
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Ramadhan's leaving soon and I felt that I didnt really focus due to some inevitable probs. For Hari Raya, I've not make any prep yet. I also hate to do thgs at eleventh hour- but it always happen.
CHKLST
1] zakat fitrah $3.50
2] submit p.r.b
3] chg bedsheet
4] final touch-up
5] assgmnt no.2:sirah
6] clear shoe-rack
7] clean the 4 fans -urgh!!!
8] stock check
9] clear bookshelves/wardrobe/drawers @ home -asap!
10]bake cookies!

~simply me with unchecked list~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:01 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

19th - 24th Ramadhan

i'm back!

24th Ramadhan

Lagu Raya... *winks*
Juke Box: Setahun sekali[ Amy Mastura]

Setahun sekali syawal datang lagi
Menyahut kembali
Setahun sekali sungguh tak terperi
Hari yang di nanti

Hingga tak terbilang saat pertemuan
Antara kita menjalin rasa

Nada-nada riang wajah-wajah tenang
Di hari mulia
Kunjung-berkunjungan bersalam-salaman
Membina ikatan
Kita bersaudara di bumi yang sama
Tiada perbezaan dirasa

Setahun hanya sekali
Akan tiba akan pergi
Hari raya hari bahagia
Setahun hanya sekali
Ia datang ia pergi
Namun kenangan di hari raya
Bersemi dalam hati

Setahun sekali Syawal datang lagi
Menyahut kembali
Kunjung berkunjungan salam-bersalaman
Membina ikatan
Kita bersaudara di bumi yang sama
Tiada perbezaan dirasa

Kita bersaudara di bumi yang sama
Setahun sekali syawal datang lagi
Syawal datang lagi setahun sekali
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23rd Ramadhan
The Puurrfect SPA
Went out with Jannah- Good times as always.

Was a lil' put off when I reached home.*pause*

~simply-me,???~
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22nd Ramadhan
.Congratulations to Mr Yeo... a daddy to a baby boy! Whoa...

.Advance Congratulations to my fwens- Mezza & cuzz for their success opening up their very own One-stop beauty services, GLAMOUR HAVEN! Pandai seh, grand opening is my hari gaji!
=) makeover discount eh???Hahas... K see u guys next month!
Get the chance to see Mezza's portfolio! whoa... Good job! We were talking about the photoshots at Hair secrets was not that good. I mean not good at all. Compare them to Jean Yip, the latter is much much more better. Chantel Goh was the best but not anymore- they are degrading.

. PCF Bedok Grad concert. Drop by for a while to give a helping hand. I saw that Richard Tan- A Ripe Old Man. To eliz yeo...hehe tq so much for the bracelet!

. Chatted with Joan online. Still at u.k -surviving... Her last paper will be on Monday. All the best! She was telling me that tonite is the "odd night" of the last 10 days of Ramadhan so I must pray hard for her. huh??? Oouhh malam ganjil ek??? Eleh ingat apa tadi! Her boyfriend is a muslim. Must be him telling her this. Ish malunyer aku...bangsa asing pulak yg ingatkan aku pasal malam ganjil ni...
*To Joan, be more confident and stay calm!* Oklah amoy, do inform me if u r coming back...I'll fetch u lah *winks* License- on the way!

~the-busy-me~
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21st Ramadhan

...teary eyed...

Was busy writing dearies report books when I realised that they will not be following me next year...suddenly felt an excruciating heartpangs nasib baik boleh control seh. I hate parting and those goodbyes...euwww! That would be my biggest problem. Even farewell on t.v also i'll cry!

~simply-me, WEAK n EMOTIONAL~
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20th Ramadhan
...The strong take from the weak; but the smart take from the strong...

Finished reading another book- a malay book, Wira Pampasan. I can't really read the author's name cos the book is quite old. The writer is an Indonesia now migrated to Swiss. From his book, it says

"...yg kuat akan menang,
yg pandai akan berjaya,
yg lemah akan kalah,
yg kalah tetap akan kalah..." -hukum alam.


Petikan adalah suatu penemuan yg ingin dikongsikan bersama. Usah diikuti hukum alam tersebut kerana kurang bertepatan pada zaman. Ia datang dari pemikiran dan minda yg sempit. Er.. si pembaca ni kurang setuju gitu...
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19th Ramadhan

Last 10 days of Ramadhan and i'm still struggling with my assignments. Datelines are making my situation worst! Employ satu clerk pun baik! Hehehe...
This Ramadhan is the busiest. Felt something a miss. So sad to find myself in this state while mum, dad and sis fueling their iman, praying hard in this holy month but i'm hounded down by tonnes of work. But if Abah get-to-know about this, he'll start off with -time management-! "Tulah...tak tahu nak jaga masa" ouh...ok ok oklah....

~the-unmanageable-time-manager-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:02 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Monday, November 01, 2004

17th, 18th Ramadhan

-Sunday
Ain came over to my place on Sunday morning. Stock checking and all. It was fun. Wanted to visit Jimah but she needs to rest. ***May u be in the best of health!*** Went to my cuz's place instead.

First day of sending out brudder's wedg invitation card.

Can't sleep that night because of the meeting the next day... Whatever it is I must Redha.

-Today
Finally, results out. Feelings were unexpressed. *Haiz* Confused and don't know how to react, what to expect and all...

I'm drowning!


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:42 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

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