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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Friday, December 31, 2004


Taken at Tampines East C.C on 30th Dec 04 after our meeting. We were waiting for dinner to be served. After dinner we had games, karaoke session and lucky draw. Heh.. My first year with T.E.C.C so gotta introduce myself -gosh! Abi and I became the 'victim'!!! Played the games on the stage and we really can't focus. My mind was elsewhere. But both of us won the lucky draw... A memorable year for both of us as a newcomer! Posted by Hello


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:07 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Word Up...

So what's happening lately???

-"Simply me and cabby with problems"
Cabby #1
Was raining heavily yesterday so I travel by cab. The cabby was friendly enuff to start off the conversation about the daily life of Singaporeans. I agreed with his views. Then he said something that left me to ponder.
cabby: Do u know that I have not been talking to my girl for almost 10 months.
me: uhm nope...ok...but why?
cabby: She wore a very short skirt, can see her thigh.A little bit more can see her underwear. How can I not be angry?
me: hmmm ok...
cabby: u see lah. she tell me fashion.i told her dun talk to me abt fashion when u r not yet 21 yrs old.she dun want to talk to me. throw things like mad. she locked the door.i also dun want to talk to her.for what, u tell me?
me: have u reason out with her? how abt yr wife?
cabby: sigh...very difficult to say also. my girl now listen more to her friends. my wife talk also no use.
me:how old is she?
cabby:15 next year going sec 4.so next year 16 already.
me: u still give her pocket $?
cabby: no i dont but my wife did. have to give if not end up stealing, worst ah
me: is she the youngest?
cabby: not say youngest lah.. she's the only one but i dont give face!I never show i am giving in to her.let her lah.in this kind of situation, one must give in if not, either u go IMH or u jump down.
me: haiyah...dunlah uncle...hmmm be patientlah.
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Well, what can I say... I might be facing this prob in the future... For now I'm just concern if my parents do face that kind of prob last time?! No idea.No comment.

-"Simply me and Tsunami"
My condolences to the families of the victims. A narrow escape for Jai and his wife, Rossa. If not for her knowlegde during her short-term career as a Singapore Girl, looking at the situation there, I dont think they wld survive. During the interview Jai said that they were lucky enough to escape.
It was a remorseful moment. Suddenly reminds me the video clip of I Dissapear - Metallica.

-"Simply me and the new tech thgy"
Settled with 'Word Up' as my mp3 ringtone.
Spent hours to cut and paste this song to my phone.

Word up by Korn
Yo pretty ladies around the world
Got a weird thing to show you
So tell all the boys and girls
Tell your brother, your sister and your mamma too
We're about to go down
And you know just what to do
Wave your hands in the air like you don't care
Gilde by the people as they start to look and stare
Do your dance, do your dance, do your dance quick mamma
Come on baby tell me what's the word

Word up everybody say
When you hear the call you've got to get it underway

Word up it's the code word
No matter where you say it you know that you'll be heard

Now all you sucker DJ's who think you're fly
There's got to be a reason and we know the reason why
You try to put on those airs and you act real cool
But you got to realise that you're acting like fools
If there's music we can use it
Be free to dance
We don't have the time for psychological romance
No romance, no romance, no romance for me mamma
Come on baby tell me what's the word

Word up everybody say
When you hear the call you've got to get it underway
Word up it's the code word
No matter where you say it you know that you'll be heard


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 5:00 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, December 24, 2004

Hi again...

Alhamdulillah, work almost done. Been quite sometimes since my last entry.
Again, gotta go for a couple of days -going for a short trip to K.L with my girlfriends. So sad jimah/hasu wont be around.

A breakaway is all i need for now. I've been rushing myself chasing after time. Lotsa last minute things were done today.

LAST MINUTE SCENE 1, 5.30, JOO CHIAT COMPLEX.
Bought for mum the things that she wants. I was terribly late as I promise Loyce I wld be reaching her place at 5!!! Huh...

LAST MINUTE SCENE 2, 6.30pm, SINGAPORE POST.
Hurrying myself to BEDOK. Cant describe how much i miss the boys -King/Jord.
Before heading to the Tan's place, I manage to get some presents for each of them!
To loyce and family, thk u so much for the presents. I like them.

SCENE 2A, 7.05, BEDOK STH.
Spent my time talking to Loyce and playing with the Boys! I had fun. Then I realise I am running out of time. *S...*

SCENE 2B, 8.15, IN THE CAB.
"Oh gosh...Zila's engagement!?!?!?!?! Err boss...Sorry hor. Drive me to EASTPOINT instead ya!"

LAST MINUTE SCENE 3, 8.30pm, EASTPOINT.
Went shopping for Zila's engagement exchg gift. Not much time left so I just do up a hamper full of CHOCS with red boxes! Reached home at about 9.20pm.

SCENE 3A, 9.20pm, HOME.
I am seeing myself as an octopus.

SCENE 3B, 10.50pm, MY ROOM.
Gift deco. Alhamdulillah no interruption.

LAST MINUTE SCENE 4, 11.30, MY ROOM.
Passport found!

LAST MINUTE SCENE 5, 01.10am, MY ROOM.
Just finished packing up my stuff for the trip. Btw, Linda & Abg will send me off later. Before that we will be having breakfast at McDonalds :)
and now i still continue blogging, with linkin park songs playing repeatedly and at the same time downloading other songs from the internet to my MP3.

[FROM THE INSIDE]

I don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)

(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

Enuff.

XMAS EXCHG GIFT.
Got the BODY SHOP toiletries set. Hehe, came at the rite time. I've been "aiming" and "eyeing" at the presents that were lay out on the table. Really want the BODY SHOP SET and i got it!!! Just nice for travelling.

It's 1:46 already.Haiz... May I have a safe journey, fun and enjoyable moment -amin.
To Naz, take care. U'll be meeting Zizi is it? hehehe

~simply weary & excited~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:51 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Check this out!!! Taken from KRUnisme album -Seksa (the 'answer back' song to Anita Sarawak's hit, Seksis). Seksis a song of controversy.

Alhamdulillah, bro's wedding went on smoothly. I'm still clearing up! Haiz... ok going out. Bye.


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 8:36 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Where, people?

Work, work, work... Unlike yesterday, today's preparation -fuyoh! Usually brudder will do all this but this time heh..i'm doing it.Arranging boxes and all -dad and me. Well, well, well. *sigh* :)
The moment u need it, it just won't be at sight. Oh I got it when it was said nothing at all.Forgot -only in my diction.

~simply me and a busy afternoon~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 2:53 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


Why, people?

Sobahul Khair!
Alhamdulillah... :) Another day to live life.

Had a good massage last night from Huda, my cutie cuzy. Afterall the preparations for the walimah can be quite fun. Wonder how my bruder feels right now?
The moment is drawing nearer. Haiz still deciding if I will be going for the nikah later. Lots of people. See them. Meet them. Auuw...

By the way, there's something shyjive would like to underline here.

Life is largely a matter of expectations but often fails where most of it come from promises and some coldest hopes ever that usually left us with despair. I agree with Shakespeare.

But still, I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine. So, I'm alrite with it, no problem. U got my words, rite?

Honesty is the best image and it pays, but it doesn't seem to pay enough to suit some people -sorry. Do not keep on with a mockery performances at any situation. It is so obvious & worthless.

Cynicism is an unpleasant way of saying the truth. Well u may master the price but how abt the values? Not at all, rite? Poor you, talking abt principle, but actually u are still finding your seat. Pls consider before u play the game. Be smart. It is impossible to keep up lah!.

Remember, all things may corrupt when minds are prone to evil. U may think that it is better to be envied than pitied. But sorry, majority think otherwise. Envy is the ulcer of the soul.

Truth sits upon the lips of a dying man. Heheh. You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough. So, how?

Hopefully I'm wise enuff to know the difference, which I already felt -in my nerves.
Ah, just me thinking about some people I met -again.

Still have the "Sirih Dara" left to do. Going market, good day peeps.

~the-sluggy-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:35 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Startled...

I just woke up!!!

Everything almost done now. Its past lunch and have not taken mine yet. Not even started with anything -for today.

~simply me, half-asleep~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 2:36 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


In operation: Workmanship.

Charlie Chaplin once said, "Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles." *haha*

Eventually I broke the news to Jannah. Initially I do not find the need to tell but as an amanah, I have to. Just need the right time. And so it happened. *grinzzz*
Hehehe...

To Shima, InsyAllah your wedding will surely happen -just the matter of time now. Meanwhile, continue to $ave up -whatelse!!! A FIVE YEAR PLAN, perhaps? *hugs*

To Me, Myself and Moron , a gentle reminder, it's already Thursday.
-one last day to pack up the stuff and clear the room.
-sense something is missing in... ah, its just me -being me.
-pls remember to put on a smile.

Well, what lies behind us and lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us.
I strongly believe, if we are unable to find tranquility within ourselves, it is useless to seek it elsewhere.

I had a wonderful Wednesday. Still busy with those stuff & some prep, whatelse.Sleep tight.

~simply me, with the matter-of-fact~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:36 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004


Still in the making. Have not settled with the colour of the flower. An off-white ribbon will be make into a bow. Like what brudder wants-minimal cost, time & simple -following the theme colour. Mission: INCOMPLETE. Posted by Hello


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 7:26 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.



This is Matthias from Learning Vision. The whole day with him was fun. He still at the stage of settling down. Anytime, he'll ask, "Mummy leh?" "Daddy leh?" "Po Po?" "Jie Jie?" Hehehe... Posted by Hello


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 7:14 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

7 days...

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. Today, stayed indoor, charging my energy, calling up my humans and get some work done. Work, work and work. *sigh*

Adding on to the list...
Thanks to Safa, Nad, Shahidah and all. No worries, not much work. Can't hardly wait for next week. Too bad Zaza and Azita won't be able to make it! Lotsa our humans getting hitch or holidaying around this time so it goes without saying. Haiz... really miss those days. How about a gathering?

Yet do I fear thy nature;
It is too full o' the milk of human kindness.

William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616), "Macbeth", Act 1 scene 5.
To Zana, thank you so much for your help, Jazakillah Khair Jaza'.
"Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses." -Confucius.

The Walimah...
Preparation made before June. Well dad once said, "Senang buat sekarang sikit sikit. Tak payah nak kelam kabut nanti." Quite true. He would always remind us -"Bantu membantu boleh tapi jangan sampai mengharapkan orang lain. Tak bagus. Minta bantuan jangan keterlaluan, lakukan bersama-sama." Ok..ok.. So, that's my dad!

There she goes...There she goes again...
I came across an article while I was clearing my files.
"Any great truth can -- and eventually will -- be expressed as a cliche -- a cliche is a sure and certain way to dilute an idea. For instance, my grandmother used to say, 'The black cat is always the last one off the fence.' I have no idea what she meant, but at one time, it was undoubtedly true." -Solomon Short.


~the-simply-me, who's-trying-to-break-away-from-'work'-*grin*~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:05 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


Quick review at random...

Maturity begins to grow when you can sense your concern for others, outweighing your concern for yourself -John Mcnaughton.

Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are.
Congratulations to Taufik Batisah And Sylvester Sim!

To Mr Haidad, wish u all the best. May u have a safe journey.

To Hazrul, thank you very much for helping me out with the HTML thingy. And I learnt a new tech term, which I'm not going to bring it into the light.

To Ain, the big event is just around the corner. I'm happy for you!

To Shima, nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

To Bro Adil, I have not given u a proper thank you yet! Would like to take this opportunity to thk u for the gift.

To Nazeemah, here's for you!
Life is a garden,
Good friends are the flowers,
And times spent together,
Life's happiest hours
helen steiner rice.
Thanks for the time spent during this week.

To Haseena, there's a lot of things to share with you! *hugs*

I went to Jord & King's house. They have grown taller! King made for me a Robin and Santa and Jord made a paper kite. Stayed there for about 45 minutes.

I am still working on my new blog for 2005. Still can't decide -picture of a highway, eiffel or pyramid?

So much left to be done, i'm going.

~simply me & TIME~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:27 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, December 04, 2004


 Posted by Hello


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 3:28 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

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