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SHYJIVEISM  SEaQUAL DIVE-IN Silence of the Dolphin IN DEPTH ECHOS 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 |
Uh hi..Been more than two months since my last entry. I don't have to explain how busy I am. Weird pains + Strange comfort = Harmonious Medley!! Work is not exactly going fantabulous. I've been coming up with tons of irrelevant creative remarks and condemned that I cant seem to get to sync with my work. Trying to come up with a concept that coincides with the previous and current one. Nevermind. But I think if you want to be an examplary worker or to make things worse; a teacher, u should go around and speak like this: [P/S: There is no spelling error] -Welcome to our Kingegaten [Kindergarten]! -For those who are vegetalion [vegetarian], they will be provided with a different menu. -Pobly [probably] you have done what is required, but it is not enough. We will have people calling up to check. Therefore we will have a poblem [problem]. -Before you all go for your holiday, please fill in your decoration [declaration] form. -When you all are writing down your comments,I need you to check on your grammar,punctuation and spelling. So you all have to think abowRit [about it]. These are the preview. Want more? Call me. You can hear them live. A weird pain I should say. While she was talking I was smiling with pride and I did it with purpose. Please, look at me; Do I look like as if I care? Damn you. As if enough shit has not been pilled into my brain. For the sake of myself, I keep my cool and sanity. Now I cannot see the point of doing anything. It is because of you. What a way to make me feel better. Just gotta break out of my shell and should start on accomplishing left-over goals. Okay let's move on. Crap.I left my handphone worth $150, if I were to trade-in, in the cab -with no intention. Like some of them think it is my hobby to do so. I dun wished to name the company or I might be ended up somewhere. I rang my number till the line went engaged. I called again and its off. So there goes my contact nos, personal KL trip videos, pictures that worth a thousand words, beautiful SMSes and those speacially editted mp3 ringtones. I already lodged a report. It's okay. My God will handle you. Fancy taking advantage of my forgetfulness. It was not really my day. I have been taking cab every morning since last year. Whenever I saw things for example; handphones, wallet, coins, umbrella, books, bracelet, lanyard, cap, pen & pencil whatever lah left behind by the last passenger I would always return them to the driver. Sigh. Next... I have been reading various news, stories, commentaries and such. Yeah I have not been doing so for quite sometimes. Haha. These highlights somehow attracted me in a way. Issues like Muslimahs entering mosque without proper attire and that they were told off and was not happy for what had happened. Hmmm... The late Aussie Nguyen Tuong Van who smuggled nearly 400 grammes of heroin from Cambodia to Singapore. He brought the drugs in to help paying off his brother's debts. He was hanged on Friday after he failed in his appeals to the Court of Appeal and to the president. He was allowed to hold hands with his mother and brother when they visited him in jail on Thursday of which it was a request from Howard, Aussie's PM. Usually there should not be any physical contact as it can be traumatic. Superb Aussie fans of Nguyen from Sydney, Canberra and Melbourne set in for the silent vigil. This really moved me. I cried. For what? ...And the incidents/tragedy happened at the Theme park and Siloso Beach respectively made me cancelled off plans of going there! Not forgetting the Sea Games. A sweet and memorable victory for Nicole Tay! I saw her falling off from the beam-balance, hurting herself, controlling her emotions and all. I could see that she was trying hard to stay calm and she made it at last! I am feeling positive but still level of motivation is very low. But at least I could feel a strange comfort in being able to tell some complete strangers for what I felt in the first two third of the entry through this medium called blogging which was abandoned 2 months ago. Before I go, I just realised that we are responsible for our own experience. Nobody can tell you if what you are doing is good, meaningful or worthwhile. Nobody suddenly discovers anything. Things are made slowly and in pain and doing anything worthwhile takes forever. For all I know TIME, EFFORT, and STAMINA could fail me. It is not easy when a lot of them ask you to sing in your own voice. Uneventful. ~simply me, with some-weird-pains-and-strange-comfort~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:41 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
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