::through the lifespan::

     

           
           
           
           

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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Incomplete, ... .

Time check: 0125am

I am too tired to sleep. Like..., HUH?

Such thing do happen. It is happening now :P
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Yesterday

Happy Birthday to dearest Shahidah.
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I went back to school to do up the resource library books. Question: Will the 17 of US do together? HEH... But it was fun when working with my human.
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I understand why exactly you would want to bring people down. No, i'm not ready to talk about this.
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Today

The whole afternoon spent with Liza. From Sakura [Brunch] to Ya Kun Kaya [Coffee] we shared our deeply-burried secrets.
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The movie, supposedly but... .
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The slip cover, I was lucky.
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The plan, shall happen! Hehehe.

Simply Me, recapitulating.


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:58 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Specially for Lay Ting...

Term break is here again. I had the whole day to myself- for this new layout. Heh...

All right. Here goes. All about Koh Lay Ting... Yesterday was her last day of school. Jo [her form teacher] was holding back her tears when she first heard the news. She had to go to the special school, to get her ready for primary one. "For her own good", I consoled myself. She reminds me of Wisely. Same condition as Lay Ting. *teary-eyed*

I hate separation.


Friends that has been there for her...



Fifi, Lay Ting and ShaSha...



A memory with Mdm Jo and Sunflower 1. Can you spot her?
We will miss you, Lay Ting.

I will miss you. I can never hear you calling me Miss Aidai again... :) All the best my dear!

~simply me, losing but loving you still~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:15 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Don't see what you don't have to see, to avoid the misery of sight.

I am still responding to the environment and even looking forward to the future. At least, that shows I am not under depression and why should I? Duh.

A week left before I can call it a break, if there is any. By the way, Singapore Idol 2 was aired on Channel 5 just now. Bro said it was crappy. Ninety minutes of laughter- not too bad. Then, I was put off by the survey form. Crappier. I was in wonderment when I am becoming disoriented while doing it. Haiz. There are limitations to survey. Surveys are not done in a controlled environment therefore the data collected will not be accurate, don't you know? Again..., Duh.

Well, I hope life is not a joke because I don't get it.

Coming up next, Muslimah Alive! Camp. This time it will be at a different venue. Time to work with the sisters again. Over and above, there are still my readings and assignments awaiting which I intend to complete them during the second week of June. InsyAllah. Speaking of June, many things to look forward to ;)

Let's talk about a little of falsehood that had sent me tormented. As mush as I believe that sooner or later, truth will prevail. It was not too long ago. say, five months? Alhamdulillah, Allah has shown me the verity. FITNAH won't last... don't you know? They said that reality bites. I just cannot form an opinion on this.

I am not sure of what wishes begin with. At times, I was so confused that I wanted to stop counting on for something that I myself was not sure of what it could be. Maybe I should not but this time, I can't help. I feel sorry for myself.

And I am still hoping...

~simply me, still the same, loving days of June~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 12:32 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Did you know...?

Defense mechanism- Fight or fright?


I am the latter.


~Simply me, questioning.~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:25 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

I am feeling what I feel. Can U feel what I felt?

life trivia- I don't need.


It was meaningless.


Was it just the next stop?


~Simply me, clueless~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:34 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

"The Simplified Life-Chapter III: Persona Non Grata"