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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Sunday, February 19, 2006

What, you've healing powers?

Hi all.

Weekend come and go. Alhamdulillah. Had these two days all by myself, recuperating- with anxiousness that died out soon after. If you know what I mean but I bet no one will. Bad. Heeh..

Starting week 8 of Term 1 tomorrow. Looking forward to Term break in less than 3 weeks. Yeyness. Then come the last test paper, before practicum. Boo. Who says I'm freaking out? Nah...

I'm meeting up with cuzzy tomorrow! Many upcoming plans this week. Another yeyness. Heeh...

Ouh by the way, it is so therapeutic. Finally. Then, she prayed with so much faith... Addu'aau silaahul mu'min.

~Simply what's-got-into me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:19 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Stabilo's flawed design - and I like.

And how can you say those things
Why can't you just believe?
And how can you say those things
And keep a straight face?


And I will turn off
And I will shut down
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground
And I will turn off
And I will shut down
The chemicals are restless in my head


A so-true song, right Jannah? Heh...


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:03 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


...I like

PM Lee unveils Budget with $3.6b to benefit all Singaporeans.

" SINGAPORE : A budget to help all Singaporeans to move forward together, with an eye to giving more to the lower income group.

Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong has unveiled a budget with $3.6 billion earmarked to help Singaporeans along.

Most will go towards a $2.6 billion Progress Package, which will include $1.4 billion in Growth Dividends for all adult citizens. The less well-off will receive more under the package.

Those living in homes with an annual value of $6,000 or less and earning $24,000 or less will get $800, while those who earn more than $24,000 getting $600.

A $6,000 value will cover all those who live in 1-, 2- and 3-room flats and most of those in 4-room flats.

Those living in homes with an annual value of more than $6,000 and up to $10,000 will get $600 if they earn $24,000 or less, while those who earn more will get $400.

Finally, those living in properties with an annual value of more than $10,000 will get $200.

With the 40th anniversary of National Service approaching, NSmen and ex-NSmen who have completed their training cycle will get an NS Bonus of $400.

Those who are still serving their NS will receive a $100 bonus.

In future, when NSmen finish their service, they will receive a completion award of $300.

Older, lower income workers who earn up to $1,500 a month, or fall within the 30th income percentile will get a workfare bonus of between $75 to $600.

This bonus will be paid out twice - in May this year and May 2007, to encourage lower wage workers to keep working, in order to qualify for the bonus. "
ALHAMDULILLAH! :)

For more reports, visit http://www.channelnewsasia.com

Last but not least, UNDILAH PAP !!! Geddit?

~Simply me with the headline, Belanjawan murah hati, in Berita Harian~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 3:58 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Let us stop this confusion from growing, please.

It's Friday! But it is just a different feeling now. Tonnes of reading and slides to be done during the weekend!!! I need a break. Things with my exams and practicum are reaching to a certain epidemic proportions. So much of a self-control is needed till the end.

I've lost my sense of smell.

During this week alone, I have had experiences. Good and bad, no matter what they are, no one cares.

I have been quite-a-true-blue (that's what they call it!). My responsibilities, involvement, and understanding of things have not been the same recently. I really, really, really, don't want to pull a long day of 12 hours & weekend but I will or rather, have to, when it is necessary.
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I may not be as strong as you but I could go on without any issues. As for me, again, I know that something has to stop somewhere. Sorry, but please, excuse me. I need you to move aside.
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Deeming you to say the words that I cannot say... I am not sure what this could mean.
A no-problem of mine but it is a problem that I find. A life that I cannot leave behind and so, I live the life. Merepek ah...

And again, Laa Tahzan... :)

~Simply me, with no certainties.~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:03 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

...that I can't hide.

My ears heard enough but they could be wrong.

Sad to say, I almost fell into it- again.

Appearances of the superficial world.

So tell me, which life is simple?

Confused by my own feelings.

I am not that easy but,

I can be managed.

;p All the best.

WARNING: This is not about being someone else's property. Then what? Go figure.

Let me say this again. No one wants to be hurt. Simple, is not it?


~Simply me, who belives that love should not hurt~

Today...
*I've cancelled my Friendster's account.
*I've 2 days MC and I'm happy about it.
*I'm still going to work tomorrow.
*I miss my dearies in school, perhaps.
*I've an unexplained feelings.
*I'm so under the weather.
*I'm being carried away.
*I'm not myself. Why?
*I'm aching all over.
*I can't sleep.
*I can't think.


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 12:12 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Come as you are...

I'm not aware she's having some rough-goings there until I read her offline msg dated 7 Feb. I may not fully understand how is it being lonely and far apart from family and the loved ones while being confronted with many issues. But I know Allah will always by her side in times of difficulties. Dina, Allah sayang orang yang sabar... *hugs*

Over the weekend...,
.Met up with Ain. Had a good laugh- those crazee jokes haha.
.Spent the rest of the day at home doing up my lesson plan and sleep-alot.
.Chatted on MSN. Fad, thanks for the pictures- nice!
.Lost my voice for about 2hrs.
.Swensens treat-with indulgence hehe. Thanks bro.
.My humans and myself. Good life. We drank the sugar cane drink, yes, without the pulp!haha only for me to know.

Jannah, what's with "shagged"- in your mind? You are cute. Ok I've changed it already, just for you, girl.

Ouh yes, I do miss you :P umm whoever you are, if you are missing me now...

~Simply me, with not-so-idle weekend.~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:11 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

I'm still around...

Cik Ani came just now and had a chat with mum. I was at work. She just came back from Egypt but it seems she don't really like to be there. It made me wonder. Anyhow, I'm glad to know Dina is doing fine there, Alhamdulillah. She gave me a Tarhah; a long tudung colour combination of pink, purple & brown. I liek! Syukran! I recorded my voice in her mp3. Cik Ani told me she was really touched and she cried! Insyallah, we'll meet again.

and so, nothing much about myself. Living life as it is. Tonnes of reading to be done.

and If you are reading this...,
To Fad..., your dedication, hard work and an unremitting devotion to the things you want to see happen, is actually the price of success... May Allah be with you. "Sesungguhnya, beserta kepayahan itu, ada satu kelapangan." [Al-Insyirah] Take good care of yourself! Ingat Allah & jaga Iman...

Ouh you're online. Heh...

I end here. Have gd rest everyone.

~Simply me, 'all-in' to the max.~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:50 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Unfold these phenomena, can you?

Recent thoughts. Or random nonsense, maybe.

Have I not cast the opportunity aside, I knew what was suppose to come of it, at least. Anyhow, I keep missing my aim. Cover those loop holes !!!

I felt that I have found the spitting image that would be able to override my simplified life when it comes to my endurance symphony.
I say what I feel, can you feel what I say? But I was seldom heard :)

It seemed genuine when they started to wish each other their best, how lucky they are, about their new phase of life & the industry, with ears bent and vigorous handshakes. Again, this is just another wonderment. Did you miss anything?

O.K. Go figure.

Segala fanatik. Fanatiknya dunia ku.

Selamat malam...

~simply me, always driving but forget where i'm going~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:54 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Turnaround. Maybe...

Going through February without any public holidays. Have to count on Saturdays and Sundays. Haiz.
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I did'nt meet up with Kareen and friends but anyways the steamboat was good. 2 rounds and I surrender. No more a big-eater, I suppose. A big THANK YOU to Naz. Hehe.
***
Went to Orchard. Road block due to Chingay Procession. But that was not about the whole thing today. Something about the height. Dazed.
It was not planned and so I had some problem adjusting the time earlier on. And so I was terribly late :p But in all, it went fine. It's hard to 'talk to one's chest' haha but conversation never ran short, be it on the phone or recent meeting. But still, I don't know if one would go insane trying to figure me out when I say so little. Heheh... Awkwardness was there tagging along with me while I tried my best to keep my cool.. But it was nice. Really. Heheh.
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Afterall, it was a great week although there was a wonderment. It will get me sometime to blow the lines. If only something so temporary could satisfy the permenant existence of want. Something has to end somewhere. If only you know that some bad things are actually good for us. I bet you don't. Some things just won't change. Sigh.
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I'm tired. No. Not because of the 20 push-ups. It did'nt happen ;)

~Simply me, digesting.~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:57 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

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