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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


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Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Ain't nothing but a heartache

You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear


~My fave song, unforgivable sinner...

People are hard to please.The more u give, it won't be sufficient...so, how much is enuff? Tell me pls!

- the me who's-looking-for-answers-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:41 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Saturday, April 24, 2004

Will not be updating till ...??

....well...will get back tmrw if m not tired...or maybe next week...cos...i'm sooo worn out!Busy as a bee!

-the moody me-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:39 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

Its Payday!

Today's class was not bad...oral n communication..had lotsa fun...Played a game..i was the first listener / sender of a msg in a game that we played...the msg goes like this..."the man in the white car is the father of the lady in the red car"...we have to whisper to person who come in next...when the msg was passed to the last person...the msg went like this...."the man in the red car and the rest in the white car"....oh my gawd... and at the end of the lesson...was told that next week...we'll have to do presentation>> public speaking!Help!What topic? Talk abt what? Say what? Cakap apa ni? ok *switch off*

To my surprise, that new friend of mine, replied my email! Super friendly huh?*grinzzz*

Bingo!Its Faizal's b'day today! Well since he said he's an aries i guess it would fall somewhere in April, it would be just nice if he can present at Giordano n i can get that 20% as the b'day treat from them!20% do make a diff ok...its called BUDGETING!

Before I end...its PAYDAY!!! YIPPIIEE...didnt spend much today..didnt hv the time...but get myself the CLEO mag [for the very first time,this is not me man!]..a black wrap around black blouse ala Japz style...just for that seminar sake!

Reminder: Bills for M1...Cable vision...Starhub mobile is overdue...Pls setle them a.s.a.p!!!!!!!!!! *sigh*

Well, had a very good laugh just now...alhamdulillah everythg went on smoothly...so i guess i do enjoy myself today...really!

Oh yeah....the nicoll highway...err....*yawn* hahah ok...hehehhe i'll continue tomorrow!

-the me who-is-smiling-like-anythg-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:35 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Sunday, April 18, 2004

...What a day...

After so much hassles...finally...its done & over!
First of all would like to thank a new friend of mine...for scanning the the pics for me! *winks*
No words could described my feelings when last minute request was granted with so much sincerity!

Okzz really tired here...got back home at 9...coughing non stop n body is aching now...alrite gd nite

-the sick me-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:33 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


humming to the tune of...

:( gonna end my day soon...still hv lotsa work to be done! lesson plan...essay...worksheets...memorising the 15 surah...scanning the 7 pges of picts...etc etc...[m meeting their dateline soon!]..there's always somethg that i want to do but couldnt be accomplish! the snag is -> insufficient time!

All right,lets face it: i'm really bad in managing time now...hmm

nothing muc today... @ NOON: went to haziqah's school for the "meet-the-parent-session" then later part of the day i received the outstanding tuition money [straight away head to Giordano to get the long sleeve tshirt!] *winks* ...and i bought few pacs of sweets for my 'children' ahacks...then went to the library to do some research then back home again n...what was i doing??...so boring just staring at the pc blankly and listen to the song again n again!shld hv completed some task just now...sigh...

i keep humming to the tune of this song..."syair si pari pari - Zamani"

this is the lyric:

Syair Si Pari-Pari

Lara... kian parah merusuh dada
Terpintas litar ku terasa
Sepi... nyaring menjerit dan membingit
Lenyap damai tanpamu

Masa... tersimpul di alam yang kelam
Olak-alik arah tujunya
Hanya... hanya zahirmu yang kan bisa
Meleraikan segalanya

Di bawah sinaran ungu
Kau persembahkan syairmu untukku
Gemalai tarimu bagai
Sang pari-pari turun ke bumi

(Oh) Menjelmalah kau dari maya
Hiburkanlah hatiku gundah
Jangan biarkan aku... keliru
Memburu... dirimu

Masih berlegar di antara mimpi
Bagai nyata kau hadir dan bersenda
Telah kuhulurkan kasihku padamu
Tak kau genggam jiwaku yang tercengkam
Aku yang terseksa
Dan menanti
...kan mu


nicely written!dont ya think so?

no matter what, i've to get some sleep now! what a way to end the day...


-the 'so-musical' me-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:28 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Friday, April 16, 2004

one third of 2004 ~ The lengthy intro!

Its been quite sometime since my last entry on 17 Feb...Could hardly take a breath during the first four month of this year! However i cant deny life is in pretty good condition [alhamdulillah] even though some of my days did'nt turn out as what i expected...well thats a norm to me..."be positive" lookout for the positivity in the negativity.

Starting off with new workplace same profession. Hahaha....ok here goes...

The major thing that happened in my life was adapting to the new working place [and i really meant NEW ok]! It was like a HIJRAH for me! Lets forget abt the past! my motto: its done, so be it! Life goes on, baby!

Alrite...yeah new place...Lets talk abt it...at this point of time, i've already blend & tune in to the new "channel"..I started off quite smoothly though frictions do happen sometimes. Ok let me introduce those 15 people.
First n foremost,
Ain aka ...was an ex-primary sch classmate! we get along very well. She have been helping me all along and that makes her my pillar of strength for me to lean against when i'm feeling weak! Thank God! She's a good listener...always there when i'm in need n during my troubled times in sch!! Like to crack jokes n make me smile again...can bring back the "mood" that u've lost...

NurShahidah ...wow...another ex-primary sch classmate! we got along well too...we share the same name n she's very pretty! When the children greet us in sch, i will get confused!

Dawn aka ... What can i say abt her? Well she's a very sweet & tall girl and easy going too ! Someone who u can talk with! Being her co teacher, i really enjoy my time in her class! :) Nice meeting u Dawn!

Janice aka ...A young n pleasant looking chinese lady with small eyes n sharp nose! Guess what?She's only 23 n got married last year!! When i first saw her, i thought she's still single! Very bubbly n without her in school, is the same as no sun shining in the day! Nice meeting u Jan! and...will always remember what u said "...small will look big n big cant be seen at all..." ;)

Kak Jo aka ...a very energetic mum who has a loving son & supportive husband! Been looking around for a person name JORIAH since i was at blk30...at last found her!

She is someone who u can rely on for worthy ideas n alternatives as she has a broad horizon of thinking! Nice knowing u Kak Jo...

Kak Fizah aka ...a very approachable person....well she has this uniqueness that makes me easy to confide in her with my doubts at work! Thank god i met u kak fizah!

Kak Nita aka ...whoops...ermmmm what ya? :D ok lets put it this way... we seldom communicate n she's very quiet! And very helpful too!

Sulo aka ...she's also the 'surya' of the school! Her laughter will brighten up yr gloomy day...can be said that she's very understandg n can be persuasive sometimes...heheheh initially i thought i could never get along well with her...dont know the reason why but somehow now i'm happy when she's around... :))

Chandramala Jothe aka ...sweet indian lady...easy to work with her...n able to make u smile n touch yr heart with her softness...

C. Phuo Khwai ....A jovial lady with a humble personality...nice knowing u mdm chong!

Edwin ...the one and only male teacher in the school! A very helpful n caring fellow.

Christel ...a soft spoken lady.

Last but not least .... THE PRINCIPLE

Mrs Annie Ng ...the wise person i ever met! Dont get me wrong!M not comparing with 'HER' but somehow i felt that she's the best principle i ever work with! Very systematic n organised .I mean, after 3 years have been handling with mess n complicated tasks there... So when got the chance to work with Mrs Ng i Really admire her style of working! Its endless to describe her eventhough we've just met! I can still remember what SHIMA told me: ..." all her teachers love her very much"...thats what makes me wanna work at this NEW place!

After i penned down the last pg last nite, i've decided not to write anymore >> [its tiring!] but to continue it here...yeah here.."the online journal"...MILLION THANKS to my Ukhazizati Nazeemah S Abbas!! and Hasu told me she burnt her diaries already...so do I...what a coincident.My special thanks to *you* who has helped me to get rid of the books!

Alrite ok ok enuff... i'll end here...tomoro - saturday april 17....another busy day! Sigh...ZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzZZ

-the groggy me-


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 11:55 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

"The Simplified Life-Chapter III: Persona Non Grata"