::through the lifespan::

     

           
           
           
           

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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Friday, January 14, 2005

Bonjour... Langue Francaise

"...car je simplifie ma vie, les lois de l'univers semble etre plus simples. Mais rien n'est aussi simple que nous esperons qu'il sera. Exprime en mots simples, pas une phrase complete... Regard. Ecoutez. Choisissez. Acte. Venez, laisse le plainness manifeste, embrasse la simplicite, reduit l'egoisme et a peu de desirs. La vie est belle et l'amour peut jamais ne mal tourner..."

~simplement j'avec la langue francaise~ or rather ~simply me, twisting tongue!~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 7:59 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.


What???

I can't really tell what's on my mind. I'm probably being a 'drama queen' and overthinking it all. Again, telling others not to think but here I am thinking like mad. Woah wow... but me no double standard, please.Haha. I'm sure it'll pass and I prefer not to bring it out into the light. I do not know what to expect to make things better in life. As long as the world is spinning and I'm living the right way. Oh thats Lindsay Lohan's line in "Over".

Telling myself that it is just a phase.So stop complaining about the dumb things!!!

~simply me, getting dumber~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:40 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Alphabetic memories...

All time favourite song for my wedding - I'll Be by Edwin McCain.
haiz... so , who'll sing for me?

Been blogging since Feb!

Crestfallen moments. There's something about the complaints and computer or even being a claimer or conceitor? Ouch!

Deadly beat with tonnes of endless work!

ELIT RIA's 2004 Mr Personality goes to... Faizal Yusoff!!! Congrats.

Flu that came from birds. Chicken lovers were chicken out temporarily!

Grotesque. Really dun understand! Ohh just me, being confused. That's all.

Haslinda- new family member!

I Dream... let's dream and dream on!

Jabbing immunity of endurance.

KRUnisme will be out soon in Jan!

Linkin park in Singapore! Cursing like mad because I can't go.

Month of May was when my hopes and dreams shattered to pieces. However, no one shld be blame. My life goes on.

National Day 2004 - Master of Ceremony, like duh!

Overdone with some statement. Its just the people, being human. Let it be.

Pretending? Left alone with foul feeling, thinking really hard. It's been a year. I'm very thankful to U for letting me know. We had promise to keep it as our deep secret and I will. God is fair. He will show. It was unexpected.*sobs*
I can't see the peevishness and don't wish to see. Let's move on dear lie.
Pergas's exam results have been VERY consistent with C grades for all subjects! Marha...!Marha...! :P
What's with them and Postulation? I'm not the officials to investigate but it was so funny when each of them told me a different stories. No similiarities at all! But I did'nt ask though. Whatever! As if I care.

Questioning my own sincerity. Some ask, why should I? I've my reasons. If it is so, let it be.

Risk-taker, I am not!

Singapore Idol, I had enuff.

Tsunami, natural disaster or human error?

Umbraging grievances will eventually solve, insyAllah. Those peerage is ubiquitious!

Vague reasons. Left unexplained.

Will of strength deems stability.

Xtra care with fragility are not paying off or SHOULD I PUT MYSELF ABOVE OTHERS?

Youth Day? No more celebrating.

Zan sent me the parcel :D


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:00 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

Monday, January 03, 2005

The New Year

What's with 2004?
I read tru The Past Page. 50% of it I said I was busy. But what have I done? Uhh bad enuff!

So many ups and downs, hassles here and there. Every moment spent would be a learning experience. But, it was more like a "self-adjusting" and "self-control" year for me. I don't know how 2005 would be like but Alhamdulillah I am entering it with a positive mind. InsyAllah, will continue with what I am doing currently so that upgrading will take place soon.

As usual, some things and human were left abandonned. I was busy. Really busy.

Starting school today. Needless to say.

Phase of life aint changing at the moment. Still a lil' confused. I wont give up. I'll continue praying & searching. Neither magical or miracle would help.
But I strongly believe Allah will show me the way, thats for sure! Duh! Keep on going! *smiles*

~simply me who wish to be a better soul~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 6:27 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

"The Simplified Life-Chapter III: Persona Non Grata"