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SHYJIVEISM  SEaQUAL DIVE-IN Silence of the Dolphin IN DEPTH ECHOS 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 |
There were a lot of whys after we sat down. I do not have the answer for many of her questions, at that time. She was quite pissed when I showed no reaction, sound or expression. But I did anticipate as much as I care for anyone else who would be in her situation. My silence does not mean I am not alert, ok! Well sometimes maybe...hehe ok fine you know me too well, I guess. Gawd look at the time babe, I have alot more to cover! Ok redirect. I am still wondering...How does it make her feel? It can be therapeutic for her but for how long? To what extend? From what I know, it is suppose to be strenghtened. The more selective you are, the lonely you become. Unless, if you really understand human nature. Not many have the skills to appreciate. Some experience and understanding needed for this. You know what I mean? I understand, although I am not carrying the load you are having now. InsyAllah, you will pull through. Ingat Allah di waktu susah dan senang. Hidup akan lebih bermakna. - - - Mum will always tell me, Genggam bara api biar sampai jadi arang. InsyAllah I will :) Sesuatu yang bukan asing untuk semua tapi sering dilupakan. - - - Marsyitah, Mas, Ita and myself will be having practicum on the same day. I have been busy, as always. Juggling with many things at the same time. I need to be motivated. Anyone? I wanted to keep it to myself, afraid of being labelled. Question is, why care? You know, I just want to put people back into the society and to create more meaning for their existence. However, there is a cost to it. Social cost that is. Affordability, time factor, sacrifices and level of commitment and compromising also has its bite. But as long as I can reach my goal, I will still carry on and will not look back like what I used to do. Ops. Ouch! - - - I got back my breath. Need to prepare for tomorrow. I am meeting Marsyitah for the lesson planning/classroom setting up discussion and all. After school, yeah. After the long draggy hours. - - - I am missing my dearies. - - - Look at the time now. I am left behind. Good Night. - - - Lets weigh this: Less does not mean worst, Perfect does not mean the best, Modern does not mean abreast, Different does not mean interesting, Integrity does not mean old-fashion. ~Simply Me, have not reach the end, yet~
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 8:36 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
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