::through the lifespan::

     

           
           
           
           

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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


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Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Friday, December 24, 2004

Hi again...

Alhamdulillah, work almost done. Been quite sometimes since my last entry.
Again, gotta go for a couple of days -going for a short trip to K.L with my girlfriends. So sad jimah/hasu wont be around.

A breakaway is all i need for now. I've been rushing myself chasing after time. Lotsa last minute things were done today.

LAST MINUTE SCENE 1, 5.30, JOO CHIAT COMPLEX.
Bought for mum the things that she wants. I was terribly late as I promise Loyce I wld be reaching her place at 5!!! Huh...

LAST MINUTE SCENE 2, 6.30pm, SINGAPORE POST.
Hurrying myself to BEDOK. Cant describe how much i miss the boys -King/Jord.
Before heading to the Tan's place, I manage to get some presents for each of them!
To loyce and family, thk u so much for the presents. I like them.

SCENE 2A, 7.05, BEDOK STH.
Spent my time talking to Loyce and playing with the Boys! I had fun. Then I realise I am running out of time. *S...*

SCENE 2B, 8.15, IN THE CAB.
"Oh gosh...Zila's engagement!?!?!?!?! Err boss...Sorry hor. Drive me to EASTPOINT instead ya!"

LAST MINUTE SCENE 3, 8.30pm, EASTPOINT.
Went shopping for Zila's engagement exchg gift. Not much time left so I just do up a hamper full of CHOCS with red boxes! Reached home at about 9.20pm.

SCENE 3A, 9.20pm, HOME.
I am seeing myself as an octopus.

SCENE 3B, 10.50pm, MY ROOM.
Gift deco. Alhamdulillah no interruption.

LAST MINUTE SCENE 4, 11.30, MY ROOM.
Passport found!

LAST MINUTE SCENE 5, 01.10am, MY ROOM.
Just finished packing up my stuff for the trip. Btw, Linda & Abg will send me off later. Before that we will be having breakfast at McDonalds :)
and now i still continue blogging, with linkin park songs playing repeatedly and at the same time downloading other songs from the internet to my MP3.

[FROM THE INSIDE]

I don’t know who to trust your surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)

(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

Enuff.

XMAS EXCHG GIFT.
Got the BODY SHOP toiletries set. Hehe, came at the rite time. I've been "aiming" and "eyeing" at the presents that were lay out on the table. Really want the BODY SHOP SET and i got it!!! Just nice for travelling.

It's 1:46 already.Haiz... May I have a safe journey, fun and enjoyable moment -amin.
To Naz, take care. U'll be meeting Zizi is it? hehehe

~simply weary & excited~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:51 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

"The Simplified Life-Chapter III: Persona Non Grata"