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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


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Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
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06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Thursday, October 07, 2004

I've lost of words for the past few days...
Lot to share with the silent world but *haiz*
Ok here's some...

The SmS

When I saw the sender's name I really do not wish to read. But I read it.
Ya Allah...

It was short and detailed. Got nothing to say. I was at home and could'nt escape. Teary eyed and excruciating heartpangs. Unbearable. Plans and promises...nevermind... But I believe, God knows I can take this.

I called Naz..."Jimah tadi ******* msg aku!!!" How I wish I can run at that time. Did'nt reply to that msg. Spare me strenght, anyone?

The Month of October for both of us

I'm very busy lately...err I mean I'm keeping myself busy... yeah always busy lah.
Visit Sue at home. She's so kurus now. We had our dinner. Then look at our old pics with Nizam, Rina and other friends including Razif! I still remember the time when u were with Razif.
-he asked me how to tackle a difficult gal like u.
-Rin & me had to come up with lot of plans until we run out of ideas.
-And at last u accepted him after 6 mths of courtship. Punyalah susah!
-Yr first date with him, aku jadi lampost sekejap sbb takut mak kau nampak!!!
-Razif make a small gathering after yr first day of work with DBS. Remember we sabo u? Telur+susu+tepung+gula+air Hahaha really man...
-u were so scared to break the news to yr mum that razif's family gonna come to propose u...
-yr engagement day was the happiest day in our lives. then u said "eh klw tak jadi kawin camner ek? rugi jer tunang"

and eventually it came true. Sweetness in yr life beginning to turn sour. That was the saddest part of our live. Now he's married.
-U were like 'half mad' for the whole day.
-burning photographs.
-then u showed me yr tix/visa to New Zealand.
I knew u'd do that...but Y?

To Razif, may god bless u. To Sue, sorry did'nt send U off. Thanks for calling the other day now I really know how U felt...

The Graduation Concert
The Theme- Land of make believe...*Huh?*

Alhamdulillah...everythg went well inspite of some small prob occured in between. Tomorrow going to be the actual day for the concert at Kallang Theater. Another problem, what to wear?

Went back to Bedok PCF today. Had a good time there. Went for a drink with Mom Z then went to airport with Yeo- she blanja me at Swensons-belated b'day treat!!! Thanks Yeo... *winks*

Wanna thank Jimah for lending me her ears and sharing views...however the sudden thingy happened make me more worried! But ALHAMDULILLAH as it seems that its going to be ok...Jimah must remember the Do's & Don'ts ya!!!

K i'll end here...Good night... *:)*

~the-recuperating-me~


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 9:30 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

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