::through the lifespan::

     

           
           
           
           

SHYJIVEISM


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"...breaking the ground with just a dreamboat. Sailing in my head and swimming through my secret oceans of coral blue and red. The smell is incense burning. The touch is silken, yet to be felt..." ~Persona Non Grata said, while looking forward through the lifespan.~


DIVE-IN


Silence of the Dolphin

IN DEPTH ECHOS

02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Forever gone...

Limited time, tired, handful but happy...err happy??? I mean at least there are somethgs that were able to keep me smiling...

Gone
Somethings just won't happen... *sobs*
It was a memorable journey. Gaining less losing more that is. If u ask me, if there's regret throughout this journey, I would say no...sounds not like me but its true. I mean Y regret?? The closer it came, I made more denials but admitted it when drifted. Everythg was an unsureness to me. So, what can u call this? or What kind of person I am? Ouch...Don't tell me, I don't wanna know. I did'nt even know where I stand coz I was lost.
It was just like a lighted splint, almost died out but rekindled and eventually burnt after sometimes. Yes, it's burning me. So painful & hurting. Sleepless nights, unstable emotions was all it cost me. However the truth is, I'm kinda contented when 'the presence' stayed in my life though not for long. It's alrite...I'm fine...going to be fine... will be fine! We'll end here ya... No doubts, love always, Shaidah...God Bless.


Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 1:10 AM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.

 

"The Simplified Life-Chapter III: Persona Non Grata"