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SHYJIVEISM  SEaQUAL DIVE-IN Silence of the Dolphin IN DEPTH ECHOS 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 |
20th September PAYDAY! Saw Zalinah! Wah..its been abt 3 years since we last met. Nice of her to 'tegur' me. I introduce her to Ain since she was with me. Then met Naz at Simei. Had dinner with her at Simpang Bedok. Ate tissue & bomb prata and also the roti john with minced meat, cheese & mushroom. So full! Reached TM at abt 9.50. Yeah I was VERY early. Have to wait for Hidayah till she finished her work. Waited for her at BK then moved to Starbucks then in front of Metro. But it was worth it. Got the bag eventually! The night life- with so many youngster 'lepakz' makes me feel very so-the-out-of-place. Have always been the same since those days when I work night shift at Giordano. *Sigh* Guess what? Luqman and Alia was seen together!!! They are my exschoolmates. Ain , Doink & me was shocked!*sigh* K... crita lama! 21st September Same ol'story Went home straight after work. Rushing to break my fast on time but could'nt make it. The usual routine- pray, finish up some paperwork and ZzZzzZzzZ. Slept very early. Before that I wanted to many things- one of which was to blog. Too bad...tertido! Faizal will be on air- A live interview on Thurs. 22nd September Metro Trip with....them! After work, the teachers involve with the concert had to go and buy stuff for the children i.e cosmetics, accessories ect. At the same time I was thinking what to buy for the chn's day. But could'nt think of anythg- the usual me! We spent abt $200 at Metro. Mrs Ng got herself 3 free umbrellas and she gave one to me & K'Jo. Then we had dinner together at Deli'france! While we were at Century Square, I saw A'an a.k.a Nurul- the Zoom Thailand host, SURIA celebrity. She was with her boyfren...still. Whatever! That's what we called, FIRST LOVE. How genuine it is, errr it is really up to u as it is already clearly seen on the surface. People gone through the worst & will learnt from the mistake. Giving another chance is secondary. Looking back at the past, I feel scared for her. But the present is scarier!!! Ok ok ok...this blog is not meant to be a social critic blog- Its only abt me- the simplified life with regards to the past,present & future! Err...psst An, May God Bless You lah *winks* 23rd September Today... Soooo much work. Gotta finish them up day by day. Thanks to Abah, who helped me with the concert accessories. Thank u sooooo much for sewing them for me! At least, wkload lightened! Eventhough there was slight prob & hassles earlier on, but with yr help I know everythg's going to be fine! Hahha...ok ok dont get too emotional- the daddy's girl. DISTURBING BEHAVIOUR While I was on my way home, I was thinking abt an incident happened this morng... I took the same route to work as usual when I heard this conversation from a mother to her child: "Tak tahu nak balas jasa mak bapak? Dah bela lagi kecik nak besar kepala pulak. Kau susah aku tolong. Slalu aku mintak tolong kau takmau buat, skrg kau nak minta tlg aku,blh jln!" Cliched but.... Err..ok smthg is not rite there... How can u talk to a child like that. Ok not exactly a child but a sec 3 student [I saw her holding a Sec 3 book]. It is definitely the reflection of you, the parents. The initial upbringing- How was it? I dun thk the base was strong enuff after hearing what the girl replied to her mum. Somehow at least there shld be some reasoning out or be precise what u want from the child by looking at their ability. If I were the child, without any hesitation or regrets I would say: "Setahu saya membesarkan anak adalah TANGGUNGJAWAB. Ia bukanlah satu PERTOLONGAN utk saya. Bukankah begitu??? Anak adalah amanah dari Allah. Ingat sikit mak. Klw taknak susah lain kali fikir dulu sblm nak beranakkan org. Klw dah fikir fikir tu rasa tak sanggup sgt nak bela jgn kawin pun kira orait juga. Apsal? Stress ke apa? Nenek dulu buat camni ek???" aa'h ambik kau. Persoalannya sekarang, sebagai ibu bapa yg berkahwin dgn mempunyai objektif utk mentadbirkan atau menadministrasikan sebuah keluarga adalah TANGGUNGJAWAB dan bukan sebagai PENOLONG yg menolong utk membesarkan dan menjaga anak tersebut. Jadi, kenapa mesti ungkit dan bangkit balik apa yg telah mereka lakukan pada anak tersebut? Orang tua jenis apa ni? Dont tell me bila nak kawin dulu takde objektif, asalkan tahu diri tu 'laku' je? Mana boleh! Kalau ye pun gitu, tukarlah sikit, dah millenium ni. I really pity that girl... Always see her with a depression look. Dun worry, I know how U feel... :) Ok once again this is not a social critic blog errr but I can't help it lah... Sigh... thats all for now. So sleepy. ~the-puzzled-me~ ***Oh yeah Faizal was on air just now.***
Source: The echo of Shaidah Nafisah was heard at 10:37 PM, through the circulation of the breeze, however, part of it has to be deep freeze. ~Reports from Ministry Of Seamplicity.
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